Ryan's story

In memory of Ryan Patrick Halligan 1989 - 2003


Suicide Prevention

If you are feeling suicidal or know someone who is, please call 1.800.SUICIDE (784-2433) or please click here.

Also, please read The Forever Decision.

 Or you could chat with someone here ...

Crisis Chat  

Confidential, anonymous on-line chat for support in a difficult time.  A place to talk about any type of problem or  stress, including family or relationship problems, depression, anxiety, thoughts of suicide or if you are worried about a friend.  Crisis Chat specialists will listen without judgment and help you figure out your best options. 


Society For the Prevention of Suicide

Suicide and Depression Awareness for Students

Suicide and Depression Guidebook for Students


Know the warning signs.

Five Warning Signs for Depression in Teens:

  1. Feelings of sadness or hopelessness, 
    often accompanied by anxiety.

  2. Declining school performance.

  3. Loss of pleasure/interest in social and sports activities.

  4. Sleeping too little or too much.

  5. Changes in weight or appetite. 

Take action.

Three Steps Parents Can Take:

  1. Get your child help (medical or mental health professional).

  2. Support your child (listen, avoid undue criticism, remain connected).

  3. Become informed (library, local support group, Internet). 

Four Steps Teens Can Take:

  1. Take your friend's actions seriously.

  2. Encourage your friend to seek professional help, accompany if necessary.

  3. Talk to an adult you trust. Don't be alone in helping your friend. 

  4. Tell Someone, Tell Anyone.

We need to get help for your friend ASAP.

Seeking Professional Help

You can make a difference by helping those in need find a knowledgeable mental health professional.

For clinical referrals, contact the American Psychological Association at 1-800-964-2000, or visit their website at http://helping.apa.org, then click on "Find a Psychologist."

For a psychiatric referral, contact the American Psychiatric Association at (202) 682-6325 or go to the website at http://www.psych.org, click on "Public Information," then click on "Choosing a Psychiatrist."

For a crisis hotline directory, go to the American Association of Suicidology (AAS) website at www.suicidology.org.or call the First Call Crisis Hot Line (for Vermont) - 802-864-7777

In An Acute Crisis...

Call 911 or take the person to an emergency room or walk-in clinic at a psychiatric hospital. Do not leave the person alone until help is available.

For More Information:

Call the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention at 1-888-333-AFSP, or visit www.afsp.org.

How to help a suicidal friend

  1. Take it seriously.

    Myth: “The people who talk about it don't do it.” Studies have found that more than 75% of all completed suicides did things in the few weeks or months prior to their deaths to indicate to others that they were in deep despair. Anyone expressing suicidal feelings needs immediate attention.Myth: “Anyone who tries to kill himself has got to be crazy.” Perhaps 10% of all suicidal people are psychotic or have delusional beliefs about reality. Most suicidal people suffer from the recognized mental illness of depression; but many depressed people adequately manage their daily affairs. The absence of “craziness” does not mean the absence of suicide risk.

    “Those problems weren't enough to commit suicide over,” is often said by people who knew a completed suicide. You cannot assume that because you feel something is not worth being suicidal about, that the person you are with feels the same way. It is not how bad the problem is, but how badly it's hurting the person who has it.

    Remember: suicidal behavior is a cry for help.

    Myth: “If a someone is going to kill himself, nothing can stop him.” The fact that a person is still alive is sufficient proof that part of him wants to remain alive. The suicidal person is ambivalent - part of him wants to live and part of him wants not so much death as he wants the pain to end. It is the part that wants to live that tells another “I feel suicidal.” If a suicidal person turns to you it is likely that he believes that you are more caring, more informed about coping with misfortune, and more willing to protect his confidentiality. No matter how negative the manner and content of his talk, he is doing a positive thing and has a positive view of you.

    Be willing to give and get help sooner rather than later.

    Suicide prevention is not a last minute activity. All textbooks on depression say it should be reached as soon as possible. Unfortunately, suicidal people are afraid that trying to get help may bring them more pain: being told they are stupid, foolish, sinful, or manipulative; rejection; punishment; suspension from school or job; written records of their condition; or involuntary commitment. You need to do everything you can to reduce pain, rather than increase or prolong it. Constructively involving yourself on the side of life as early as possible will reduce the risk of suicide.


    Give the person every opportunity to unburden his troubles and ventilate his feelings. You don't need to say much and there are no magic words. If you are concerned, your voice and manner will show it. Give him relief from being alone with his pain; let him know you are glad he turned to you. Patience, sympathy, acceptance. Avoid arguments and advice giving.

    ASK: “Are you having thoughts of suicide?”

    Myth: “Talking about it may give someone the idea.” People already have the idea; suicide is constantly in the news media. If you ask a despairing person this question you are doing a good thing for them: you are showing him that you care about him, that you take him seriously, and that you are willing to let him share his pain with you. You are giving him further opportunity to discharge pent up and painful feelings. If the person is having thoughts of suicide, find out how far along his ideation has progressed.

    If the person is acutely suicidal, do not leave him alone.

    If the means are present, try to get rid of them. Detoxify the home.

    Urge professional help.

    Persistence and patience may be needed to seek, engage and continue with as many options as possible. In any referral situation, let the person know you care and want to maintain contact.

    No secrets.

    It is the part of the person that is afraid of more pain that says “Don't tell anyone.” It is the part that wants to stay alive that tells you about it. Respond to that part of the person and persistently seek out a mature and compassionate person with whom you can review the situation. (You can get outside help and still protect the person from pain causing breaches of privacy.) Do not try to go it alone. Get help for the person and for yourself. Distributing the anxieties and responsibilities of suicide prevention makes it easier and much more effective.

  2. From crisis to recovery.

    Most people have suicidal thoughts or feelings at some point in their lives; yet less than 2% of all deaths are suicides. Nearly all suicidal people suffer from conditions that will pass with time or with the assistance of a recovery program. There are hundreds of modest steps we can take to improve our response to the suicidal and to make it easier for them to seek help. Taking these modest steps can save many lives and reduce a great deal of human suffering.


Conditions associated with increased risk of suicide
  • Death or terminal illness of relative or friend.
  • Divorce, separation, broken relationship, stress on family.
  • Loss of health (real or imaginary).
  • Loss of job, home, money, status, self-esteem, personal security.
  • Alcohol or drug abuse.
  • Depression. In the young depression may be masked by hyperactivity or acting out behavior. In the elderly it may be incorrectly attributed to the natural effects of aging. Depression that seems to quickly disappear for no apparent reason is cause for concern. The early stages of recovery from depression can be a high risk period. Recent studies have associated anxiety disorders with increased risk for attempted suicide.
Emotional and behavioral changes associated with suicide
  • Overwhelming Pain: pain that threatens to exceed the person's pain coping capacities. Suicidal feelings are often the result of longstanding problems that have been exacerbated by recent precipitating events. The precipitating factors may be new pain or the loss of pain coping resources.
  • Hopelessness: the feeling that the pain will continue or get worse; things will never get better.
  • Powerlessness: the feeling that one's resources for reducing pain are exhausted.
  • Feelings of worthlessness, shame, guilt, self-hatred, “no one cares”. Fears of losing control, harming self or others.
  • Personality becomes sad, withdrawn, tired, apathetic, anxious, irritable, or prone to angry outbursts.
  • Declining performance in school, work, or other activities. (Occasionally the reverse: someone who volunteers for extra duties because they need to fill up their time.)
  • Social isolation; or association with a group that has different moral standards than those of the family.
  • Declining interest in sex, friends, or activities previously enjoyed.
  • Neglect of personal welfare, deteriorating physical appearance.
  • Alterations in either direction in sleeping or eating habits.
  • (Particularly in the elderly) Self-starvation, dietary mismanagement, disobeying medical instructions.
  • Difficult times: holidays, anniversaries, and the first week after discharge from a hospital; just before and after diagnosis of a major illness; just before and during disciplinary proceedings. Undocumented status adds to the stress of a crisis.
Suicidal Behavior
  • Previous suicide attempts, “mini-attempts”.
  • Explicit statements of suicidal ideation or feelings.
  • Development of suicidal plan, acquiring the means, “rehearsal” behavior, setting a time for the attempt.
  • Self-inflicted injuries, such as cuts, burns, or head banging.
  • Reckless behavior. (Besides suicide, other leading causes of death among young people in New York City are homicide, accidents, drug overdose, and AIDS.) Unexplained accidents among children and the elderly.
  • Making out a will or giving away favorite possessions.
  • Inappropriately saying goodbye.
  • Verbal behavior that is ambiguous or indirect: “I'm going away on a real long trip.”, “You won't have to worry about me anymore.”, “I want to go to sleep and never wake up.”, “I'm so depressed, I just can't go on.”, “Does God punish suicides?”, “Voices are telling me to do bad things.”, requests for euthanasia information, inappropriate joking, stories or essays on morbid themes.

The majority of the population at any one time does not have many of the warning signs and has a lower suicide risk rate. But a lower rate in a larger population is still a lot of people - and many completed suicides had only a few of the conditions listed above. In a one person to another person situation, all indications of suicidality need to be taken seriously


Additional Resources

To Write Love on Her Arms - A youth oriented suicide prevention organization

www.onlifeprevention.org  - The OnLife Prevention Organization was created to serve as an unbiased proactive tool in the fight to prevent depression and suicide among youth in the United States. Potential individuals are screened via online social network profiles for potentially depressive and suicidal characteristics.

Aevidum - a student founded suicide prevention organization that you can bring to your school


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